Omg... i'm so surprised that actually when something happen to me, all my friends are there for me... Really... Even those that i didn't expected... Ben just called me to see if i'm ok... i was rather touched... & i said "I will be alright"... Ismadi just chat with me online to make sure i'm ok... Jonathan just chat with me online too... He asked me to cheer up and said he miss me alot... "boy, i miss you too"... & we promised to find time for a meet up.... Lily, Mok & Mich actually talk to me to cheer me up tonight... Jean, Mag, Jing, Sherm & Felicia actually cheer me up on facebook... Hey guys... I'm really touched! REALLY VERY VERY TOUCHED! Thanks...



Meet Mich, Mok & Lily for buffet dinner @ Tiong tonight...
Love them lots... <3











I miss him... & I mean ALOT ALOT ALOT... :( But i know he really need the 1 month cooling down period... Although i'm really afraid that he might want a break up in the end, but i still pray that we'll be back as normal... There's nothing much that i can do now... Other then waiting and waiting and waiting.... just read his personal message on msn, it stated "i dunoe wat to do its jus very annoying when i think of it".... Seriously my heart hurts when i read that.. I really dont know why we ended like this...


Drinking alone in my room now.... I hope i will be drunk....


Ps Dear: Please stop thinking of our relationship if you really feel annoying about it... I dont want you to have that feelings.... Just concentrate on any other things that you should... I know you feel better when i'm not with you, when you're with your bros, when you're training....

I wish that i can hug you tightly without letting you go, kiss you softly in your lips, whisper "I Love You" sweetly into your ears, sing "Barney song" together, web-cam together, chat together on msn....


"When i write your name on the sky, the clouds bring it away, when i write your name on the sand, the seawater wash it away, when i write your name in my heart, it will stay there forever...."
Lastly, I LOVE YOU DEAR....