Sometimes i'm wondering~ who actually read my blog... friends, family, strangers, etc....
These few days, I've been wondering if i'm still able to post all my feelings to my blog like before...


Sometimes, when i''m like really super tired but i still have to bathe, wash my hair, dry it, etc...
i'm thinking how sweet would it be for a guy to appear infront of me straight away & help me to blow my hair... like what jerry & yx did before... I've always been super lazy to blow my hair... But still i must make it dry before going to bed... :( I've to admit jerry really got good skills in blowing hair... :P i just got to sit down there & he will do all the job :) Miss those days... When Lydia is super tired & jerry will volunteer to finish the "drying process" :P When yx actually volunteer to dry my hair for me for the very 1st & last time, i must say i really feel super touched... :P

Just now after bathed, found out that there are "blue blacks" all around my leg... :'(
Still remember last time when i was young, papa will help me to rub... & results is 100% guarantee... :) Thinking back of the past, makes me feel so warm... :P But now lelz, papa will only remind me to rub off those "blue blacks"... & fyi, these "blue blacks" on my leg now, have been staying there for days... So tired & lazy to rub off... *pain* ar... :(


PS:
Haven't been smoking for like 1 week + le...
Sometimes, when i'm bored/i'm thinking him, i admit i'll still want to smoke... :(
But at the end, i still manage to control myself... :P
No cigs No lighter in my bag anymore le... :)


PS2:
You guys cant imagine how much i love & how much i hate yx now...
But then i realise that even though i really had a difficult time going through after the break up, but thinking back, this 2 months w/o him, i still move on!
Read ting's blog & i found out a sentence that i really agree to it...
"Crying over spilled milk or someone who doesn't even care about you anymore and never is going to come back is just useless and plain pathetic."