2nd Day without you
Friday, July 31, 2009, 11:17 PM
Omg... i'm so surprised that actually when something happen to me, all my friends are there for me... Really... Even those that i didn't expected... Ben just called me to see if i'm ok... i was rather touched... & i said "I will be alright"... Ismadi just chat with me online to make sure i'm ok... Jonathan just chat with me online too... He asked me to cheer up and said he miss me alot... "boy, i miss you too"... & we promised to find time for a meet up.... Lily, Mok & Mich actually talk to me to cheer me up tonight... Jean, Mag, Jing, Sherm & Felicia actually cheer me up on facebook... Hey guys... I'm really touched! REALLY VERY VERY TOUCHED! Thanks...
Meet Mich, Mok & Lily for buffet dinner @ Tiong tonight...
Love them lots... <3
I miss him... & I mean ALOT ALOT ALOT... :( But i know he really need the 1 month cooling down period... Although i'm really afraid that he might want a break up in the end, but i still pray that we'll be back as normal... There's nothing much that i can do now... Other then waiting and waiting and waiting.... just read his personal message on msn, it stated "i dunoe wat to do its jus very annoying when i think of it".... Seriously my heart hurts when i read that.. I really dont know why we ended like this...
Drinking alone in my room now.... I hope i will be drunk....
Ps Dear: Please stop thinking of our relationship if you really feel annoying about it... I dont want you to have that feelings.... Just concentrate on any other things that you should... I know you feel better when i'm not with you, when you're with your bros, when you're training....
I wish that i can hug you tightly without letting you go, kiss you softly in your lips, whisper "I Love You" sweetly into your ears, sing "Barney song" together, web-cam together, chat together on msn....
"When i write your name on the sky, the clouds bring it away, when i write your name on the sand, the seawater wash it away, when i write your name in my heart, it will stay there forever...."
Lastly, I LOVE YOU DEAR....
Lydia's love for Yong Xing is increasing each day...
Thursday, July 30, 2009, 11:15 PM
My blog has been dead very quite some time... Reason? Blogger didn't allow me to uplode my photos... No time for blog... Lazy... No mood.... :( But, i'm happy that i actually solve the prob & i'm able to uplode my photos again.. As you know, a blog without photos is so damn boring... :P I realise some thing..., everyday there will be things happening around us.. The goods & the bads... No matter what, you can't escape & you gonna face it! Today (30th July), i got quite a n.o of feeling going through me here & there.... It's tough to go through all this, but i know i will... I had a quarrel with him... :( It was not a qu arrel actually, but... we just doesn't feel happy.... yup... It's a long story... & thinking back, i still feel sad... Anyway, i suggested to have a cooling down period till 22nd July (3rd month rela)... I really pray that he'll not say "the word" that will bring us apart... Remember last time, Sherm kept asking me if i love him... My ans was always... "ok la..." But now... after being together with him for quite some time, "I really love him alot".... & i really hope that we'll last long... Went to Marina Barrage for SIWW "Thank You" dinner
Ps Dear: Remember there was once when you told me that marina barrage is nice & you said you will bring me there 1 day...? :D It was really nice in the night @ the roof top... RelaxingDear..., all i want you to know is that I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT... & i'll wait for you... Please don't end it so quickly... I know you dont lie to me... I miss my charger....
Feeling Down...
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 11:27 PM
(Sigh~) Things didnt turn out to be great tonight...
Lets talk about the day 1st... :) In the noon, when i was having my break... Hund came all the way from fc 4 to fc 2 to look for me.. He siad he got some thing for me... (curious....)
Then he took my hp & start bluetooth-ing things to me... Then he passed me a poster....
Guess what?! :P It's RAYMOND LAM'S alicafe poster! & got his signiture on it! :D Thanks Hund!
After that went for my law lecture... Bored... Sleepy.... :( & Chim....
About 1 hr after law lecture, i went for law re-test.... Arrggghhh....
But! I think i'll pass this time round! :P Wish me good luck!
After that re-test ended earlier than i expected, then meet Dear at cck stat...
What he planned for tonight was to go to some place to redeem some stuffs, then popular to get his card board, then dinner...
Search for that place for redemption for super long, then when we reached, it was closed!
Then search for Art Friend for super long then after so many calls & we knew how to go, we suspect it'll be closing soon.... At the end, after 1 hr plus, no redemption stuffs, no cardboard.... :(
At that point of time, we were already super hungry... Dear then started to feel giddy....
Dear decided to go for steamboat... & we went.... :D
When in the shop and start to take lots of food... Then we were like so happy eating all the food... Btw, it's a china shop... Thus, i didnt expect much.... But i'm too hungry to think of anything...
However, haif way through, i saw dear facial expression change... I asked him what happened...
Then he was like, "the food is disgusting...." Then i was like, "ok...." Silence started all the way...
He stopped eating & began to drink and drink and drink..... He looked sad/angry? idk... Then i started to become moody.... Haiz....
Done with the food alone at the very end, then home-ed.... Silence again... Dear said that he was just stress about his project... & told me that he'll be alright after 2 more months, the deadline of his project.... I just dont know why, when i see him sad/stress, i would feel the same way.... :(
Went home alone today... Asked Dear to go home early to finish off with all of his presentation stuffs... Then he just told me no cardboard for his model... DIE! :( Haiz... i'm also stress seeing him like that....i dont know how can i help.... I really dont like to see him like that.... :( On my way home, i suddenly thought of a lot of things... My rela.... :( Just wanna ask everyone 1 question, you always said "i love you" to your bf/gf when you 2 are together but once you 2 break up, no more friends? no more call? i'm puzzled with what the guy are thinking?
Anyway, think i'm gonna stay up late for law today again... & also to acc Dear with his project stuffs....
PS: I hope Dear can be more relax... Cause i seriously miss his SMILE.... :(
PS2: I want do well for LAW! & i'm serious...
Sunday, July 12, 2009, 3:54 PM
hi i love u :D
:P
Friday, July 3, 2009, 12:53 AM
Hehex...
So happy that i actually did finish up my law tuitoral and submitted it on time! :D
Today meet dear after school @ about 3 plus...
He sent me home then decided not to go for his training...
He's tired luh... :( Slack @ home till dinner time...
Had dinner @ Tiong de Rajahinn @ about 8...
Then, home-ed after dinner...
Yx just went to bed....
So happy to hear from him that his mummy actually asked me to go over to their house...
:D
But dear got to find time for that... Cause he's busy.. :)
PS: Anyway, just wanna say i love you alot dear... :D
Muacks.. You said you wont leave me... Remember? :P
PS: Mok cancel tomorrow's meeting.. Arrrghhh :(
