Realised that it has been a long time since i blog...

Location: House Living Room
Time: 0140
Mood: Down
Alone.....

dont know what happen to my songs...
it've been playing all the emo songs... where's my club songs? -.-
i'm just feeling.... not right now....
Stress about school work.... 2 presentation tomorrow....
tests & exams coming....
&....
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.
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when 18 Feb is drawing closer & closer....
i dont know why... but i'm just afraid... :(
I know i've to make a choice on that day...
A choice that will make a big difference for me...

Am i ready for a new relationship?
Why this time round i'm just so afriad?
Can i really let YX off my mind & my heart?
Will i not cheat on him?
What if i hurt him? which i dont want to!
Am i really able to get along with all his friends? they just look bengs & lians to me..
Will i really reduce clubbing all because that he dont like?
Will all my friends wish us all the best?
Will i stop thinking of YX when i'm together with him?
Will my heart beat be normal when i see YX again?

:(

But....
I must admit that....
I have feelings for him...
I promise him to clear YX of my mind on 18 Feb..
Am i really able to do so???

I miss you.....